bitmiyor ayrılık, dinmiyor gönlümün hicran yarası

istanbuldan gitmenin en güzel yanı istanbula dönmek.

¿qué van a saber de amores?

we are told to remember the idea, not the man, because a man can fail. he can be caught, he can be killed and forgotten, but 400 years later, an idea can still change the world. i've witnessed first hand the power of ideas, i've seen people kill in the name of them, and die defending them... but you cannot kiss an idea, cannot touch it, or hold it... ideas do not bleed, they do not feel pain, they do not love...

So you wonder, why do i keep hitting myself with a hammer?
Because it feels so good when i stop.

Randomness is very hard to achieve. If you don't take attention, the order comes immediately back.

on yıl önce de bu sözler, ya beş yıl sonra?

when you say it's gonna happen "now"
well, when exactly do you mean ?
see i've already waited too long
and all my hope is gone.

tevekkül

BU DA GEÇER YA HU!

bir de,

Ayrılırken şefkatli konuşan taraf aşık olmayan taraftır.
Proust

Daha önceleri, bir sürü insanla tanışacağımı ve onlarla bir bağ kurabileceğimi düşünürdüm. Sonra bunun çok az kişiyle çok az kere olduğunu gördüm. En basitinden bile olsa bir ilişkiyi bitirip hayata kaldığım yerden devam etmek, zor. Çoğu zaman, o kişinin üstesinden gelemeyecekmişim gibi geliyor. Bu yüzden, biriyle ilişmek benim için zor, çünkü acı çekiyorum. Ne zaman biri beni sevse ve ben onu sevsem, rahatsız oluyorum.
En iyi olduğum zaman kendimle olduğum zaman.
Birinin yanında oturup yalnız hissetmek kadar kötüsü yok.

everything's dissolving, just according to the plan.

maybe this is as good as it gets.

the heart wants what the heart wants?

A person isn't who they are during the last conversation you had with them, they are who they have been throughout your whole relationship.
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Have patience with everything that remains unsolved in your heart. Try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books written in a foreign language. Do not now look for the answers. They cannot now be given to you because you could not live them. It is a question of experiencing everything. At present you need to live the question. Perhaps you will gradually, without even noticing it, find yourself experiencing the answer, some distant day.

Rilke

don't wanna fake it, just wanna make it

frekans uyuşmazlığı.

yıkabildiysen, yapmasını bileceksin.

and if i only could,
i'd make a deal with god,
and i'd get him to swap our places,
be running up that road,
be running up that hill,
be running up that building.

murmur of the heart

so please please please
let me, let me, let me, let me
get what i want
this time

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